These are all the entries from my past years. Initially it was on Myspace. But I terminated my Myspace account due to personal reasons. Still keep a copy of what I wrote back then.
Coming back 2 d world of dating
December 06, 2007
It’s been a while since I stop dating. Not sure if I started it the right way. But, I just have to move on. Time seems passing by so fast. Next year I’m gonna to be 31. What???? 31 already? How can that be? Hhehhehe..biaselah..pompuan tak sedar diri. LOL. Well, age is just a number rite? Saje nak sedapkan hati nih. :) Age is not how old you are but how you are being old. Btol kan? kan? kan? I think I've achieved so much and been through a lot for the past 30 years of my life. I’m proud of it. Tapi ade gak yang menyesal tak sudah for those stupid things I’ve done. Life’s just full of ups and downs. That’s just the way life goes. And you just have to deal with it.
About the dating world. I just started dating again. Yehaaa!!!! Welcome back! :) Sometimes its fun and sometimes its totally boring. Depends on what type of person we are dating. Lain padang lain belalang lah kan. Sama gak ngan owg. Different people different perangai. Ade yang ok ade yang tak ok. Tengoklah cane. Some people tend to have physical attractions. We see them for the first time, dah cair dah. Hehehe…Some are not. Muka cam pecah rumah pun ade. No offence bro! :) Some may not have the looks but they’ve got the qualities. The chemistry is there. We can talk, we can laugh and make jokes to each other. Its fun.
People always say don’t go for looks, it will fade away. But then, just imagine you wake up every morning looking at his face. Do you think you can face it? Ha-haah! Understand what I’m trying to say here? I know lah I’m not that drop that gorgeous but I think I’ve got that sweet look. Har3. Perasan nak mampos! People also said don’t look for money ie those rich people. That’s not where happiness comes from. I know money is not everything but then people do need money to be happy. There’s so many cases couples fighting because of money and end up divorcing. So, sapa kata duit tak penting? Pentinglah beb! Trust me. Dunia skang ni mana tak pakai duit, Masuk toilet pun kena bayar tau. My conclusion would be…ape-ape pun, biarlah sederhana. Islam menggalakkan umat nye hidup sederhana. So, when I’m dating around in search for the love of my life, I should look for this moderate people. Takdelah ensem sangat, takdelah kaya sangat. Biase-biase je. Yang sedang-sedang aja. :) Same as myself. As long as he’s a good person having a good job, can afford to have a family, ingat Tuhan, should be enough I guess. I just wish to have a better life with whoever I’m sharing myself with. I totally deserved it after what I’ve been through. So, u moderate guys out there, watch out ya! Here I come! Huhu…. Love is in d air….wishing myself d best of luck!
Suddenly....
July 18, 2007
It’s been a while since my last blog. Today I feel like writing. Telling u another story of my life..huhu.. I was on my way back from lunch just now. Me n my colleague passed by these 2 guys. 1 of them looks familiar. We actually were looking at each other. Maybe we both was thinking d same thing – have we met b4? He really looks familiar. Then I remember that I saw him b4. A few times already actually. We were on d same train – from klcc to tmn melati…flashing back my memories. Yup, it was him. 100% sure. As I was walking, I turned back looking at him. And what a coincidence. He turned back looking at me as well. Huhu.. Then, I just continue my steps. Let bygone b bygone. Suddenly there’s a hand next to my arm n a guy’s voice saying. Excuse me miss. Excuse me miss… To my surprise, it was him. He stopped me there asking 4 my name. I straightaway handed him my name card. Hehehhe.. He’s kinda cute n being such a gentleman. Have u ever come across an incident like this? Men turn back n look after u??? Well, never happened 2 me b4. This is d 1st. Huhu…n d I feel d excitement till now. Hehhe..One in a million things in my life I guess. His name is Anwar. He works in a hotel. That’s all I know. He said he gonna call me later aft work. Well, lets wait n c huh! Maybe its gonna b something or maybe it’s nothing at all. Only god knows.
Bad things do happen...
March 20, 2007
My housemate got snatched yesterday. According 2 ppl dat saw d incident, she was grabbed into d car with 4 men inside. Then she was thrown away at d side of d road. A couple actually helped her n send her home. Kepala, muka, kaki, tgn sumer luka. Baju abis koyak. Tudung pun ntah kemane. Rambut serabai. My other hmate said she was like x bermaya langsung n tunduk bwh je. Keep repeating “sakit kepala!sakit kepala”. I was not thr. Still otw back fr work. It was around 7pm whn she got back. D incident occurred around 6 sumthing. My other hmates wanna send her 2 d hospital but she refused. They have no choice xcept calling 4 ambulance. So, she was taken 2 d hospital by d ambulance. She was sent to the ER. Then, transferred 2 the separa-critical ward. She was in sedar x sedar condition lah. Whn ppl ask her, she said she couldn’t remember. Based on her x-tray, her skull fractured. Got internal bleeding. Due to dat, she was being transferred 2 d neuro ward plak. Havent got d chance 2 c her yet. They wont let ppl in. I really2x felt sorry 4 her. Tot of visiting her this morning. Tp sumer taxi xnak g GH. They said jln jem. Xmo pegi. Tahpape. Bukannye owg x bayo kalo pegi pun. So, I straight went 2 work. I’ll go later during lunch or after work.
Wat happened makes me thinking dat d world seems no longer a safe place 2 b in huh! Crime everywhr. Owg jahat lagi byk dr owg baik. Cane? Even myself got traumatized a bit due 2 d incident. I juz took taxi 2 d lrt station this morning. Normally I drive. Park my car sumwhr n walk 2 d lrt station. Tetiba jadik takut lak. Hhhhmm..dunno wat else 2 say..wat else 2 think. Malang x berbau kan. It cld happen 2 anybody anywhr regardless how careful we try 2 b. Things juz happen, rite? Mak also worried abt me. Mak pesan baca ayat kursi, buat semyg hajat mintak dijauhkan all d bad things. 2 my frens out thr especially girls….pls pls pls..be careful. Pray 2 God all d time. May God protect us ya!
KL, here i come...
March 5, 2007
It’s time 4 me 2 fly back to KL. Pack up my things n head-off 2 d airport. Didn’t check in straight away. 2 many ppl. Maleh nak berdiri lama2x. Later, dah boarding, I realized dat I left my watch at d scanner. Sabo jelah. Trus p kluar amik. It’s still thr. Nasib baik. I knowlah y nobody took it. Jam murah beb! As I entered d plane,guess wat????Jeng3x! I c d guy who was looking n staring b4 lah! Remember d guy at d terminal? Yup, he’s d 1 lah!D same guy! Cant believe it! It’s like a dream come true! :) But 2 bad lah, he didn’t c me. Aiseymen! He’s bz looking pics in his digicam. Come on lah man. Look at me2x! Benci btol! Thr actually an empty seat bhind his row but next to his parents. So, I’m kinda nervous. I juz walk 2 d back. Ishk3x! As I reach LCCT, kinda lost d guy. Frust kejap. Thr goes my potential soulmate (I said 2 myself). Eh, lapo plak. I juz go n have lunch by myself. Thn, hope-on d bus 2 KL Sentral. Dah elok2x dok dlm bus tuh…suddenly…jeng3x!I saw d same guy again fr d bus window. Oh my God! It’s like meant 2 b a! Serendipity gituh! :) Unfortunately, he didn’t c me. Pls help me God. Make him c me. Pleeasssseeeee…. Mayb he’s d 1. If u cld juz make him look at me. Hehhehe…. He’s putting his stuffs in2 d car. He’s getting himself in2 d car now. N he’s leaving me bhind again. NNNNOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO!!!!!!!!!!!! Still, I keep looking at d car. It’s a green waja – BFY8860 I thnk. Thr he goes. A sad ending 4 me in d pursuit of love.
Flying off to KK….
March 3, 2007
My hp rings at 4.15am. It’s my mom. Pesan kat mak semlm soh dia tlg kejutkan in case I overslept. I’m flying off to KK today. My flight is at 7.55am. I have 2 b in d airport 1 and a half hr b4. I look at d time on my hp. It’s only 3.15am. I’m supposed 2 get up at 4am since I already booked d cab to KL Sentral at 4.30am. So, I call mak semula asking y she wake me up so early. My mom said no. It’s 4.15am alreadylah. I look at my watch in d drawer. What a shock! It’s really 4.15am!Oh my God! Then, d cab company call informing me my taxi juz arrived. Time ni plak diowang dtg awal. Sabo jelah. I quickly take my shower. 5 mins shower beb! Well, it’s better than mandi P.Ramlee huh! (sigh). I quickly get dress. D cab company call again…”Taxi dah ade kat bwh. Pukul berapa nak turun nih?” Dengan selambanye, I said dat I’ll be coming down shortly. What else can I say rite? I’m out of d house. Singgap jap kat kete, take my shawl n sunglass. Straight go 2 whr d cab is waiting. Nasib baik x kena marah ngan cab driver tuh. Alaa..sape soh dia dtg awal ngat. Not 100% my fault kan. Heheheh…
Seating in d cab thinking wat d hell happened this morning. Nasib baik mak tepon. If not, I wld be missing my bus n my flight. Suddenly I remembered…I switch my hp last nite. It was out of bat. Didn’t notice d timing was 1 hr late. Siap pasang alarm lagi tuh. If not, I wld b waking up at 5 am instead of 4 am. Crazy huh!
Reach KL Sentral 5 mins b4 5am. Dunno whr 2 go lah. It’s my 1st time taking bus 2 LCCT. As I’m walking, I bump into a steward who is actually talking 2 this nyonya.So, I interrupt them asking 4 directions. Mamat tu ckp macam nak xnak je. I ask another guy at the lift. Finally I found it. I found d bus. Yes!!! Beli tiket trus hope-on d bus. Reach LCCT abt 6.15am. Never been here b4. Kinda lost a. Ask 1 of d counter. Dia soh pegi ke counter 34. From counter 34, move to counter 30. Then d guy at d counter ask me sumting like “Ade pen x?” I didn’t ans. Pastu dia tanye lagi. I said “ada” n show him my pen. He seems confuse. He asked again “Ada beg x?”. I said..”Owh, ok. Xde.” I add, “Sorry, x dgr td”. He juz smile at me. N I smile back lah while talking 2 myself “Apekejadahnyer pekak pepagi nih?” hehehhe….Jap, let me recall k…
1st sentence “Ade pen x?”
2nd sentence “Ada beg x?”
Both sounds d same rite? Hehhe… Something wrong w his pronounciations or my ear???
Got my tick already. Straight 2 MCd 4 bfast. Amik meal no 2 – Mcegg+coffee+hashbrown. I sms my frens 2 wake up. “Wey, bgn ler!I’m flying off nih!” No1 reply xcept wak. Well, at least ade gak yg reply. :)
Whn I’m abt 2 finish my bfast, mak tepon asking if everything ok. Syg mak! Then, she said she went 2 sleep aft wake me up. Suddenly she dream of me. Tu yg dia nak citer tuh. She said we were at this 1 kampung 4 kenduri kawen. Thrs a lady (her relative) come 2 her n ask abt me dah kawen lom. Mak said “Blom lagi”. N standing next to dat lady is a guy. He’s actually holding lotsa RM50 notes in his hands n showing it 2 us. N dat lady ask if I’m interested w d guy or not. Mak said I suddenly cried. Then, d guy pun blah. Mak said 2 d lady”Hmm, dia xmboh ler tuh” (dia is referring 2 me not d guy). D lady still recommending d guy 2 my mom saying he’s rich n working in Honda company in Ktn. Looking at me crying, mak ajak balik jelah. Tetiba mak ckp, she’s taking d flight balik n wondering whr is her flight x sampai2x lagi. Then, she said she switch fr flight 2 bicycle n we seems going separate ways. Then, she’s kinda confuse y I sampai umah dulu. Pastu, mak kata I naik flight fr Aust. Plak dah!! D end. Wat a weird dream huh! Kahkahkah..tahapahapa! Buat lawak je mak nih. Luv u so much, mak! Alwaz!
Thinking of it, d dream I mean..cld it b some sort of a sign 4 me? Will thr b a rich guy fr Honda? (LOL) juz wait n c huh! Eh, but thn in d dream, I rejected d guy already kan? Apeda..heehehhe!
Back 2 reality now… Go to gate 5 whr my plane is waiting 4 me. Naik Airbus A320. It’s new. Pick my seat n I got d whole row by myself. Owg x ramai. Tu a psl. Dok kat tepi tingkap. Looking at d stewardess, xde a cantik sgt. Bese2x je. I can b 1 as well. Hehehe… Hhhmm, can’t imagine myself being a stewardess-wearing make up n short skirt. Ishk3x..x sheshuai…i might look hot though (sigh). But it wld b fun coz u’ll have d chance 2 go around d world 4 free, rite? Best gilerrr! Juz hope I won’t end up appearing in d pramugari melampau video huh! (sigh)
Landed in KK abt 10.30am. Expecting 2 c my sis at d entrance but she’s not thr. Apeda. Turn off jap. As I’m waiting 4 my sis, I noticed this 1 guy who is apparently looking at me. We actually looking at each other u know! But no words come out fr our mouth. Wat a waste I tell u! Dia nak bukak pintu kete, he looks at me. Dia nak angkat beg, he looks at me. Masuk kete balik pun, he still looking at me. D looking n staring continue till he leaves d terminal. Aisey! Thr goes my golden opportunity. Mayb he’s single like me . Who knows, huh!
Later, my sis arrive. We go straight to Jesselton point. We buy ticks n rent snorkeling gears. Then, head-off to Manukan island – 20 mins boat ride. Kinda hungry. So, sampai je, trus lunch. Lepak jap. Then, check out d booth thr. Me n my sis kinda interested w d parasailing but cam mahal je. So, we dcided to thk abt it n come back later. We walk 2 d other side of d island. D beach is nice but 2 many rocks n 2 windy. We turn back n as we passed by d booth, d guy call us n giving us a discounted price 4 parasailing. Ape lagi, we juz grab it lah with a big smile on our face. Hehehhe…Kinda lucky 2 b a women u know. Ppl seems 2 b more generous 2wards us. :)
So, off we go parasailing. It’s my 1st time. My sis has done it b4 in Phuket I thnk. D boat take us further up from d beach. We wear d harnest, clip it 2 d parachute n they let us go slowly. Memula, our feet touch d sea. Then, straight up 2 d sky. It’s kewl beb!U shld try it! My sis screams as we get up thr. She kinda afraid of heights. Nice view n u can feel d wind blows. They teach us some signs b4 they get us up thr:
1) Thumbs up – 2 go higher
2) Thumbs down – 2 go lower
3) The ok sign – ok lah (hope u know how’s d ok sign like- u make a zero w ur thumb n ur index finger)
4) ???? – if we have prob up thr (not sure how 2 describe d sign – d so-so sign)
Since my sis is afraid of d heights, I make a sign 2 lower us down…u know wat they did? They take us higher! Sabo jelah. My sis is screaming bside me. Xleh nak watpe lah. We r up thr 4 abt 15 mins. D boatman said, d boat is supposed 2 b moving but not able 2 do so due to heavy wind. If not, sure it’s gonna b more fun, huh! Turun je, pening pala. Mabuk laut a. Sampai je kat beach, lepak jap. Kasik ilang pening. My sis trus p snorkeling. I join her later. N thrs a guy who seems volunteering himself 2 take us 2 nice spot 2 snorkle. Biaselah tuh..guys. Pantang ade peluang, rite? D corals quite nice but I thnk Redang’s better. I finish my snorkeling earlier as d guy wanna take my sis 4 some sort of private lesson under d sea. Adelah agenda tersendri tuh. Later, my sis said d guy seems like taking advantage of her. Thr, I told u so!Men r like dat I guess…Hhhmmm…
Then, we go back 2 Jesselton point. Balik umah n clean ourselves up. Plan 2 watch sunset at d waterfrnt but we kinda missed it. Lupa plak abt d timing difference. So, we juz have our dinner thrlah. Aft dinner, jenjalan kat psr nearby. Lebih kuwang cam psr mlm a. Pastu, window shopping at d mall nearby called Centrepoint.
The next morning, we head-off 2 Gaya street market. Lots stuffs thr. I buy some souvenirs n local kerepek called Keropok Bantal. Dunno y lah d name is like dat. Also, nasik kuning (sumthing they eat 4 bfast). Pastu, g Karambunai. 1st, Karambunai Lagoon Park. Basically, it’s a place 4 water sports activities. Then, we go to Karambunai Resort n have our lunch thr. Byk gile omputeh kat situ. Melayu sekor pun x nampak xcept 4 d staffs thr. It’s nice but I thnk I’ve been 2 sumwhr nicer. My sis said Sipadan is a lot more better. We check out d massage place they set up by d beach. It’s kinda xpensive lah beb! Foot massage – RM101. Body massage – RM250. X jadik a nak massage. Hehhehe….
My sis p mandi jap kat beach. I juz play w d water by d side. As we r walking 2 d car, ade matsaleh nih approach my sis. D guy is so hairy I tell u. My sis said she juz layan all since she’s single now. She don’t really mind. Lantak a dia. Singgah jap kat Philipine market otw back. I bought pearl bracelet. Black pearl 4 me n brown pearl 4 my sis. Tot of going 2 d museum but my sis cam maleh je. So, we ended up watching movie – D pursuit of happiness. It’s a good movie. A sad 1 but happy ending. We both cried. Hehhee…It’s my sis’s 2nd time watching it n she’s still crying. Must b really2x sad, huh! Hehehe…go n watch lah. Then, only u know. :)
My sis takes me 2 Tg Aru 4 dinner. Dinner by d beach. How romantic! Sampai je kat situ, ade traditional show. It’s fun watching d locals dancing their traditional dance. Sambil2x tuh, me n my sis is checking out this guys who plays d gamelan. Gosh, he’s so cute!
We order beach BBQ. It’s marvelous! Best! Enjoy d liveband while eating. Syok wo! Finished dinner, we go up 2 d Observation Tower. It’s dark up thr but then we can c d whole city of KK. Otw back, kena tahan ngan polis due tu dangerous driving he claims. We didn’t actually c him n he nearly hit our car. Nasib baik x kena saman. Phewww!!!
Being judgemental..
March 02, 2007
Have u ever heard of don’t judge a book by it’s cover? I chat with a few guys on d net. And they seems to prejudge me by juz looking at my pics. Ade ke patut? Halo..u don’t even know me n u tell me this and that huh! U don’t even met me. How can u say that? U can comment on me physically but pls don’t make assumptions wat kind of person I am and kawasan2x yg sewaktu dgnnye. And u can’t juz rely on d pics alone, rite? Mana tau indah khabar dr rupa ke ape ke kan.
Like d conversation I had w a guy this morning…he was asking me wat kind of guy I want…
MR x: ye lah
MR x:mesti ada taste u kan
MR x:nak hensem ke
MR x:nak org kaya ke
MR x: sebab itu taste u kan
MR x: dari cara u i dah boleh baca
MR x: memanglah
MR x: tapi setiap kehendak tu xsemua sama
MR x: kehendak u i pun dah tahu
MR x: sebab u pun high taste
MR x: apa yg i tgk diri u ni i dah tau sikit ttg u ni
MR x: ikut u lahhh
MR x: janji u dapat sesorg yg u idamkna
MR x: abis tu nak mcmana lagi
MR x: u nak org yg boleh bwk u terbang di langit biru ke..
C wat I’m trying 2 say here? Y lar ppl like to make assumptions without knowing d real thing? When I say to him not 2 judge ppl fr outside..not good..get 2 know ppl 1st b4 u start talking abt them n bla..bla bla…And he said I was berleter. Ini lah dia lelaki..owg pompuan ckp lebih cket, ckp owg berleter. Apeda. It’s get intresting at d end…
MR x: smpi skrg ni xada bf lah ni?
MR x: i nak jadi bf u boleh??
And suddenly wanna b my bf huh??? Ape citer nih??? Well, my point here is dat get 2 know ppl 1st b4 u judge them. It’s not good. Ade owg nampak je baik tp jahat . Ade yg nampak jahat nak mampos tp baik sebenarnye. So, get 2 know them 1st. Janganle nak memandai assume things. Don’t jump into conclusions. We never know, rite?
MEN...
February 15, 2007
y men r so unpredictable? till now, i still cant understand them wat they want actually? whn we do nothing..gi keje balik keje..they said like we have no life whn we involve in stuffs like futsal ke ape ke..they said we r kinda advance.. dah tu, nak watpe? whn we show them that we r concern, rimas plak then they said they like ppl 2 care abt them instead cakap ape nih? x phm a! nak ape sebenarnye? i cant really figure out lah pening pala. conpius2x!
Men..can't live with them..can't live without them...
